I am sorry,
for not loving you
for not reciprocating the care you gave
for taking away the smile that you always had when I was around
for being there on your mind every moment
for not showing up when you wanted to hold me tightly
for not filling up the gaps of your fingers with mine
for not giving you firmness by my touch
for not allowing you to listen to my heartbeat when you grabbed me over you.
for not allowing you to taste my lips
for not staying with you when you wanted me
for leaving you right alone there.
for falling in love with you when you left.
I am sorry, I didn’t know the love that felt anapt in first will end up giving me the right feels.